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“I don’t have friends!”
March 10, 2026 • By SMG
Tophiachu claims she was diagnosed with major depression.
Tophiachu logged onto TikTok for what seemed like a normal livestream… and ended up delivering a full emotional monologue about trolls, loneliness, and the internet constantly accusing her of “baiting.”
At first, the stream was typical Tophia chaos. She chatted with viewers, thanked gifts, and talked about the movies she’d been watching.
“I watched An Officer and a Gentleman… and then I watched Boyz n the Hood,” she told the chat.
But the mood changed fast once the comments started getting personal.
Someone suggested she should “hang out with friends,” which immediately hit a nerve.
“Why would you comment that? Have you not seen my post? I don’t have friends.”
From there the livestream turned into a long rant about people accusing her of manipulation or attention-seeking online.
“I’m sick and tired of people telling me that I’m supposed to be okay,” Tophia said. “Like, leave me alone.”
She insisted she wasn’t “baiting” anyone and pushed back against the narrative that she was crying online to get sympathy.
“I wasn’t crying to anyone. I have a right to be upset.”
Tophia also explained that the timing of the livestream was rough emotionally. She said the anniversary of a traumatic event involving her mom was coming up.
“It’s going to be one year since the car jacking… I watched him drive off with my mom and there was nobody.”
She repeatedly told viewers she feels isolated and that the internet doesn’t understand what she’s dealing with.
“The only person I have is my mom. It’s just me and my mom. I don’t have friends.”
At another point, Tophia addressed comments about past fundraising attempts related to her brother.
“I didn’t expect my brother to get murdered… How’s that my problem?”
Throughout the stream she called out trolls for piling on when she’s already struggling.
“You just take advantage of the fact when someone’s down. You love to kick people when they’re down.”
And when chat tried to connect the rant back to old internet drama, she shut it down.
“I’m not obsessing over anyone. I was addressing a comment.”
By the end of the livestream, Tophia sounded exhausted with the entire internet discourse.
“The internet is going to think whatever… I’m really struggling.”
Naturally, clips from the stream are already circulating everywhere, with viewers debating whether it was a genuine breakdown, another round of TikTok drama, or just another day in the endlessly chaotic Tophiachu livestream universe.
Because when Tophia goes live, the internet is always watching.
“I am going to be upset.”
